Thursday, November 15, 2012

Fully Assed

Me: "I went on an accidate! Smoochy town!"
All my friends: "Be sure to take things slowly, maybe just be friends a little longer? You're not even officially divorced yet!"
Me: "That makes sense, good idea!"

... Meanwhile I completely ignore all common sense and charge forward straight ahead!

It's not like I meant to completely disregard all advice and logic. But when I like someone I want to see them. And when I want to see someone I make it happen... a lot! I seem to lack a certain amount of discipline O.o

And it's hard to know if you should listen to your brain or your heart. It makes sense to take things slowly, but I like to really go for things! Perhaps I'm just looking for justification to do what I want, but I don't like the idea of "half assing" the beginning of a relationship. I like to go fully assed!

I also like to follow my gut instincts. I'm not the type of girl who has to always be in a relationship and I don't feel like this is some sort of band-aid relationship. I feel like like I genuinely like First Kiss and he likes me. We have fun together and it's kinda neat to go out and do new things. So why not spend lots of time together and see what happens? Or am I just trying to convince myself...?

At this point my friends know I'll just do what I want anyway!